I must admit that I was a bit emotional few days ago, but fortunately I have some great friends who are with me.
Just drop by here to jot down something for me to remind myself, to encourage and to motivate myself.
JS
Sometimes we want to receive. It's not a matter of being selfish or weak. It's only human nature to want more, to be acknowledged of your deeds, and most importantly to receive. They say, most of the time.. people with the sweetest smile has the saddest stories to tell. To me, they are the bravest and strongest person emotionally. Stay strong, the best is yet to come.
You've got to know that as long as you are true to yourself.. You'll come out stronger at the other end. And remember.. Don't do things to satisfy other people, do them because they satisfy you and make you a better person
JY
Nvm, u still got me, won't boycott u forever
LL
Don't trust too much. Don't love too much. Don't hope too much. Don't think too much. Don't play too much. Don't sad too much. Because that too much can hurt so much.
SC
Make sure you are happy k. I just hope that u have a happy social circle.
(the rest of the conversation we shall keep it private, but that's what I need from you, thanks for supporting my decision)
And KY, TH, CS, HB, SK, and J who kept me company, talking to me during the night. The conversion might not be related to any of my problem, but by simply crapping and talking other stuffs really helps me to get rid of the unhappiness thingy from my mind.
To make a decision to give up on something that you've worked for so long is not easy. I am glad that I have a group of friends who always back me up. I've been trying hard to work on that, but my efforts were not being appreciated, was being ignored and being misunderstood. It really makes you feel bad when what you've done all this while has been treated like a piece of s**t. Instead of tiring and humiliating myself, instead of letting it affecting my emotion, I've decided to let go. It might make people think I am mean, but at least now, I am true to myself, and I can live in a way I want to, and I am happier in this way. I feel really relief after making the decision. I think I've made it right. There is always trade offs in live, this time, I decided to trade off something that was meaningful to me once, in return for a happier self.
True friends are those who stand by your side when you need them
They need not be the one you know for the longest time
=)
